Some years ask questions and we go in search of answers. We dig deep into the core of our existence to find meaning for those questions.

Other years have answers and we go frantically searching for the questions. We need the why's, the how's, the wtf's, the where's. We don't just settle for folks to give us the answers without truly understanding what questions they belong to.

We are entering a time of balance: the questions and answers will be provided. We have been told a lot (much has not been true). We have been given the answers and a world has decided to just own it. I feel the time is coming when the questions and the answers will be there for us. There won't be second-guessing. There won't be rubbish stories that don't coincide. There may be hundreds of versions of stories based on different perspectives, but you will know what works for you and make it yours.

Remember that ultimately you decide what and how you perceive the world around you. Find the balance within yourself. Stop presuming, assuming, and reacting to every single thing that feels different to your questions or answers. You get to create a world that works for you.

My world is love and compassion. It doesn't erase the horrific acts of bigotry, judgment, racism or hate. It doesn't eradicate the f*ckery of it all, because I can sit here and be totally disgusted with some humans and their lack of love. But, I get to choose and see that those folks were once babies and children... and along the way they learned of hate towards others. I get to witness how my questions find answers that help me continue believing in our humanness and humanity.

I do not bypass the human experience trying to be all spiritual. Hell to the no! I feel it. I dive into it sometimes for days on end and feel the psychosis of pain and despair. I refuse to wear it for others to see. I am constantly finding the silver lining in the midst of a nasty shit storm. I promise you that I can see both sides of humanity and not bypass it all. But, I choose to move into the higher energy to live in... cause the alternative sucks and I won't stay in that darkness forever. I find balance between the logical mind and woo-woo-ness one.

Those closest to me know when I am experiencing a growth spurt. I retreat. I become hermit like. I recently began to paint after decades of not picking up a brush. It’s helping heal the parts of me that need a major shift. The shift is happening all around us. I beg you to step back and pay attention how you are navigating these moments. It is life changing.

I love you. We are on the edge of major historical changes, more than what we've endured and witnessed the last few years. It's all coming to a point of breathing and allowing ourselves to heal.

S(H)IFT HAPPENS!!!

Ask the questions. Find the answers. But, for the love of all that is good, stop believing every single thing you read, hear, or see. Step back and recognize that you are love. If it feels like love and forgiveness then that's your higher self giving you those experiences. Otherwise, it is coming from a distorted place that is driven by fear and hatred. You are better than this. You are a divine being of extraordinary frequencies. And that vibration will always be LOVE.

Guess what?
You know it....

I love you. I love you. I love you. You are not alone.

Millie