Let Go and Just Be
I have fallen outside of consciousness several times in my life. During these moments I haven't had the awareness of my human factors. I don't know anything but truth. The last time was two years ago and it truly showed me how easy it is to detach from human ego. There is no chain holding us in the body. There is no vault holding us tightly to this costume. Consciousness and the soul move out quickly. I have had the privilege to be around others when they die and it's just a blink of an eye. It happens in a way that our timing and perception cannot gather or comprehend. To fall outside of this consciousness has allowed me to see things in a different light. I recently realized how much I avoided in my life.
I was afraid of everything. I was paralyzed by anxiety and judgment for anyone thinking that I was nuts. I couldn't step outside of my truth and became a prisoner within guarded relationships who reminded me I was possibly insane. These were placed in my life for security by no one other than me. As long as I knew I couldn't step outside of my authenticity no one could reject me. Imagine the injustice I created for over 40 years? What an amazing time wasted in worrying about others instead of living my truth!
I share this because I know so many who are falling in and out of consciousness and feel the claws of insanity judging them. This is not about near-death experiences. (People reach a level of higher consciousness through meditation, spiritual practices, or triggers and traumas). You owe yourself full respect, love and acknowledgment. You don't owe anyone your stories, your trial and tribulations, or apologies with excuses for being you. Be quirky. Be whimsical. Be outrageous. Be freaking full of love. You will never make every single person happy. That's very improbable. But you can make yourself content by being you. If that looks like a hippie, a psychic, a religious fanatic, an artist, a musician, a homeless, or whatever...that's YOUR choice.
When you finally embrace all your qualities, greatness, and magnificence... oh my God! you will be in a place of freedom. Be happy with you. You are here to live out truth. Fear arrives when we stop ourselves from consciousness by adhering to everyone's demands. We stay in the 3-D Matrix world. You are a spiritual being having a remarkable human experience. It’s not designed by mistake. It’s created for you to learn and evolve into the highest form of energy. That energy is LOVE. It all moves and changes and challenges you to use Love. Stop asking for permission from society. And, if you lose people along your freedom...well...they were lessons. Let them go. Let yourself go too and finally step into your divine wisdom!
I love you,
Millie