Stop Waiting

The absence of proof is not necessarily proof of any evidence. You want to hold certainty in your hands and it can't be done. It's not available. The proof of life is in living and being aware of your humanness.

Imagine if you will, darlings:
You lie dying on a bed. Do you speak about politics, religious indifferences, race or cultural issues? Nope! You speak about loved ones. You tell stories of your lovers and spouses. You share about your childhood. You do not listen to this timeline full of sensational news. You don't care what is happening out there. You want to know about places far and wide that you didn't get to visit. You express your love of sunrises, fast cars, delicious food and beautiful company. You marvel at the journey, often with regret and other times with admiration. Politics, war and indifferences do not matter at this time. They are not held captive in your presence. Why? Why do we give so much energy to those things that will not reside in later years when we will be ready to transition into death?

Make your thoughts count. Stop waiting. Create energetic moments that will transcend your existence when you are in your last breath. You are a creator of your reality. At the end of your life you will remember the first pretty girl you kissed, the puppy you got that Christmas, the horse ride you took in the trip, the way your child felt upon your chest. You will not care how much money you owe or if you cleaned under the bed or if there is expired food in the pantry. You will recall the kisses and embraces and intimate moments that lit you up. Life is a precious commodity so use it for greatness. Make moments count so that when you are ready to embark into the light you will feel joy and not sorrow; love and not hatred; admiration and not regrets.

When is the best time? When is it perfect? Will more items being crossed out from your to-do list make you happy? The time is now. Start small. Go big. Whatever it takes.

Go be happy today. Fake it till you make it if you must. But, remember that you decide how you feel and react to everything that happens around you. Don't keep waiting for a tomorrow that might never arrive.

I love you,

Millie