Love is the All
I hadn’t been to my acupuncturist since September of last year. She took one look at me and knew exactly where she needed to put needles, which is what I was also feeling. She knows that once I am on her table I visit with God. She told me to tell her “hello!” from her.
I don’t think she was quite out of the room and I was already with God on her beach. I found her on a rock by the water. I dug my feet on the warm sand. I felt the mist from the ocean kissing and caressing my skin. The sun was delightful. I felt the Caribbean soulfulness that is ingrained in my essence come alive.
God: Hello, love. I’ve been waiting for you.
She got up and held me while pouring her rose smell all over my body through her embrace. I devoured her with hugs and kisses.
Me: I don’t know why it feels as if it’s been so long. Surely, I don’t need to come to acupuncture to access time with you.
God: You see me in your dreams. You are just too busy at night to remember.
Me: Huh! Makes sense. (She walked me to a nearby boulder and we sat together holding each other’s hands). Tell me something I don’t know.
God: You are loved so deeply by so many. Do you understand how much your love pours out into the world and is returned to you? Do you realize you plant small seeds of hope and faith through your heart?
Me: Oh, my YOU! (‘cause I thought it would be rude to say oh my God). Is there something else that you can tell me that I don’t know?
God giggled. Her bodacious body shook in joy. She said, “It is so hard for you to accept love. WE are going to just focus on love today. You have no problem giving it, sharing it, trusting in it, teaching through it, bathing in it, and so much more. Do you know that as a parent the most incredible gift is the unbounded and unconditional love from our children? Your older sons love you profoundly and with admiration that most people never feel in their lives. Your other children that you lovingly adopted love you. Some have rejected you, not because of your love, but because of where they came from. They had life contracts that had difficulties to experience. You had things to learn too. Before you incarnated you decided that you wanted to learn all about unconditional love. You wanted to experience love that required faith and trust. Yet, your worth for love’s sake is based on them and their avoidance and rejections. You question your parental abilities. Think of your two sons who you raised alone in early years when all your friends were partying and having fun. You gave all of you to those sweet souls. And they know it. They could not love you any harder because they are you with extra love.”
Me tearing up: Most children love their parents. Don’t they?
God: Do you know how many children I have? Billions! And not half of them love or respect their Creator. It’s okay. There are lessons for each person and their ability to love through life. Most children, when they don’t get their way, get angry and resentful. The majority of humanity is experiencing this dissociation with Creation and Love. I still adore each one of your fellow sisters and brothers. Now, I want you to also zoom out of the love from your children and notice the love from friends, family and bystanders you touch daily.
Me: Yeah. But, God, what is it that you want me to know about this love? Not that I am expecting the answers to the great mysteries of life, but…
God took a deep breath and interrupted kindly: You are getting exactly what you need right now. There are things coming to you, and for you, that will be hard for you to accept because of your inability to see how much love is always around you. You give it effortlessly, yet you have trouble accepting it. There are shifts happening worldwide. You must stay in that frequency of love and acceptance. (She kissed my head. She squeezed my hands. The water was all around us but not touching us even though we were immersed in it. I was completely dry. She smiled at this trick, cause she’s God).
Our conversation went from Love to the awakening of consciousness in humanity at this time. My questions came out quickly and she answered them with patience and joy.
God: My sweet daughter, the answer to all of it is Love. This is why it’s important that you recognize how you are loved, how you touch the lives of others with humor and no judgment, how you enjoy sharing your space with others even through divine sessions. And, most importantly, how you trust yourself to connect with me and your guides. You are doing exactly what you were designed to do at this time. Stop questioning it! This world would heal itself quickly if everyone began to access their connections to their higher selves and guidance. I am everywhere. I am in you, in them, in everything. And, I am always over looked because it makes no sense to love what can’t be felt instantly. The world is going to shift from the instant-gratification mode into knowing without questioning while having patience to feel what has no answers.
The conversation lingered on to personal healing matters.
Me: It’s time to go. I promise to come to your casita and island soon.
God: I am only a heartbeat away, sweetheart. I love you.
Me: Thank you for loving me so intensely and openly. Thank you for believing in me when I have given up on you and myself. Thank you for reminding me of my children, my family, and everyone around me. Thank you for YOU.
***Now you, reading this: May you find it in yourself to make time for God and your divine guidance. It doesn’t matter your religious background or faith. It only matters that you connect through love and acceptance to Source.
I love you,
Millie